Braco and Me
If you are not familiar with the name Braco, my posting on June 6, 2010 tells all about him. For those familiar with Braco, and maybe have even experienced some gazings with him, I wanted to share how I am being affected by the light Braco emits.
Braco first showed up in America April 2010 in Los Angeles. I attended one gazing session. We were ushered into a large hotel room. Braco entered and stood on a riser in front casting his gaze into the room filling it with light. Then he stepped down from the riser and left. Nothing spectacular happened, but I was motivated to attend gazing sessions with him each time he came to my area in June and October 2010 and most recently January 2011.
You have to understand, being in the room with Braco is like standing in the light of the Christ Consciousness or the sun. You absorb what you absorb. It may be as dramatic as getting out of your wheelchair and walking. It may be so subtle as to think nothing happened at all. I relate each gazing session to dipping a piece of cloth into a vat of dye. The cloth only absorbs so much on the first dip, but each dip thereafter, the cloth absorbs more and more of the color. At each gazing I absorb more and more of what fills the room when Braco gazes.
I have had 15 gazing sessions with Braco. Each one has been a subtle upgrade until January 9, 2011. Since then, I have tapped into a spontaneous well of joy residing deep inside that bubbles up uncontrollably as laughter for no reason at all. I catch myself bursting into gales of laughter. My mind is aghast and asks, “Why are you doing that? What is so funny?” But there is no answer to such a silly question. Each gazing session burned off whatever was covering up or preventing the joy from bubbling to the surface. And now that it has broken through, I am happy all the time. Not laugh out loud happy, it is subtler than that. But it is present and I am conscious of it.
Along with the joy there is another feeling. I would not use the word “peaceful inside” rather I would say there is an atmosphere of childlike trust that there is nothing to worry about, that all is well. I don’t wish to imply that Braco is the only thing that contributes to my evolving spirit. Our choices work synergistically to manifest the experiences we have. Besides Braco gazings, I immerse myself in non-duality, attend satsangs, practice qigong, eat healthy, exercise daily, have friends and family who love and appreciate me, and I offer service to others.
Life is spontaneous, uncontrollable, and unpredictable. My ego has every reason to be cranky, unhappy, angry that life has dealt me the life I am living now. But I am not my ego. I love my life just the way it is. No thing needs to change for me to be happy. I am filled with appreciation; I can't stop it. If I were to have a single prayer, it would be, “May the light that shines through me continue to brighten with each sunrise and sunset.”
Until you return, fill your days with GIGGLES, JOY, and APPRECIATION!
SylviaSilk, D.D. Director of the Institute For Balanced Living, Los Angeles,CA, USA
DoctorofDivinity, SpiritualCoach, ReconnectiveHealingPractitioner, Writer
Braco first showed up in America April 2010 in Los Angeles. I attended one gazing session. We were ushered into a large hotel room. Braco entered and stood on a riser in front casting his gaze into the room filling it with light. Then he stepped down from the riser and left. Nothing spectacular happened, but I was motivated to attend gazing sessions with him each time he came to my area in June and October 2010 and most recently January 2011.
You have to understand, being in the room with Braco is like standing in the light of the Christ Consciousness or the sun. You absorb what you absorb. It may be as dramatic as getting out of your wheelchair and walking. It may be so subtle as to think nothing happened at all. I relate each gazing session to dipping a piece of cloth into a vat of dye. The cloth only absorbs so much on the first dip, but each dip thereafter, the cloth absorbs more and more of the color. At each gazing I absorb more and more of what fills the room when Braco gazes.
I have had 15 gazing sessions with Braco. Each one has been a subtle upgrade until January 9, 2011. Since then, I have tapped into a spontaneous well of joy residing deep inside that bubbles up uncontrollably as laughter for no reason at all. I catch myself bursting into gales of laughter. My mind is aghast and asks, “Why are you doing that? What is so funny?” But there is no answer to such a silly question. Each gazing session burned off whatever was covering up or preventing the joy from bubbling to the surface. And now that it has broken through, I am happy all the time. Not laugh out loud happy, it is subtler than that. But it is present and I am conscious of it.
Along with the joy there is another feeling. I would not use the word “peaceful inside” rather I would say there is an atmosphere of childlike trust that there is nothing to worry about, that all is well. I don’t wish to imply that Braco is the only thing that contributes to my evolving spirit. Our choices work synergistically to manifest the experiences we have. Besides Braco gazings, I immerse myself in non-duality, attend satsangs, practice qigong, eat healthy, exercise daily, have friends and family who love and appreciate me, and I offer service to others.
Life is spontaneous, uncontrollable, and unpredictable. My ego has every reason to be cranky, unhappy, angry that life has dealt me the life I am living now. But I am not my ego. I love my life just the way it is. No thing needs to change for me to be happy. I am filled with appreciation; I can't stop it. If I were to have a single prayer, it would be, “May the light that shines through me continue to brighten with each sunrise and sunset.”
Until you return, fill your days with GIGGLES, JOY, and APPRECIATION!
SylviaSilk, D.D. Director of the Institute For Balanced Living, Los Angeles,CA, USA
DoctorofDivinity, SpiritualCoach, ReconnectiveHealingPractitioner, Writer
What a wonderful way to start my day! I enjoy all of your posts. I especially love, "Until you return, fill your days with GIGGLES, JOY, and APPRECIATION!" and I try to every day! Lynda
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